.new year bullshit.

i would be bullshitting you if i said this year i'll improve, this year will be better than last. However, this year i have a weapon newly discovered to my fascination, bigger, better and stronger. LOVE. at least thats the face it has on, and I'm hoping it is so. i can only do so much, i can only pull and tear and stretch at it so long, making sure its real. making sure it wont melt away.